.Kalau.Hanya.Dapat.Aku

This is supposed to be my new song, but didn't get a chance yet to record.

Kalau Hanya Dapat Aku

Ibu,
Apa khabar kau di sana?
Ku harap engkau gembira sentiasa
Ku tahu kau amat merinduiku
Ku juga sentiasa merinduimu

Jika di sini engkau ada di sisi,
Akan ku kucup tanganmu namun kita berjauhan

Ibu ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau titiskan air matamu,
Kalau hanya dapat aku keringkan buatmu.

Ayah,
Setelah lama kau pergi,
Kini ku dapat merasakan kehilanganmu,
Walaupun tak dapat kutatap wajahmu buat kali akhir,
Namun kau di dalam doaku.

Jika hari ini engkau masih di sini,
Akan ku cium dahimu namun mustahil bagiku.

Ayah ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau pergi meninggalkan diriku,
Kalau hanya dapat aku kembalikan waktu.

Tuhan,
Engkau maha pengampun,
Engkau amat cintakan keampunan,
Ampunkan segala dosa-dosaku,
Ampunkan ibu dan juga ayahku.

Hanya padaMu kupohon keampunan,
KepadaMu kuberserah,
Hanya Engkau yang satu.

Ibu ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau titiskan air matamu,
Kalau hanya dapat aku keringkan buatmu.
Ayah ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau pergi meninggalkan diriku,
Kalau hanya dapat aku kembalikan waktu.

.Selamat.Hari.Raya.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin to:

Emak, Abah, Along, Akak, Relatives, Sis Sonick, Dayana, Danny, Sofi, Zul, Alia, Adi, Hafiz, Syamir, Muhaimin, Nasir, Luqman, Lah, Afiq, Hannan, Izwan, Khairi, Aminah, Azni, Izzati, Zed, Oya, Nad, Syikin, Awatif, Jiha, Haziq, Fatih, Shah, Syu, Adibah, Ama, Aliaa, Ira, Qayyum, Hubab, Baba, Hasan, Arif, Amar, Amir, Dolah, Sakinah, Hafizah, Anum, Zairin, Nik, Abal, Nazirah, Mariam, Nabilah, Jurai, Kak Ina, Kak Raihan, Fiqa, Min, Yasmin, Reza, Lan, Mud, Cammoe, Max, Joe, Mafiq, Dore, Anas, Zati, Masita, Ashwaq, Mern, Aus and Freshmen and others not mentioned (Sorry, I forgot).

.Aidilfitri.

In about a week, we will celebrate Aidilfitri; the day of thriumph. After a month of fasting, and restraining one's self from bad things and deeds; finally a day of grace and grateful comes with shine of happiness. This beautiful celebration is not just celebrated by Malay and Muslims, in our country Malaysia especially; it is celebrated by all Malaysians, regardless of their races or religions.

I still remember when I was in Malaysia, when I celebrate Hari Raya with my family. Usually, in about a week before Hari Raya, my Mom and my sis will make some cookies and cakes; delicious cookies and cakes (just thinking about them makes me want to cry, because this year I can't eat my Mom's homemade cookies...). While my father, my brother and I will clean the house, change anything that needs to be changed; like tableclothes and curtains. Then at Hari Raya Eve; we will prepare our Hari Raya clothes, colourful and beautiful. My Mom and sis will usually cook the Hari Raya foods, like ketupat, rendang and many more. The next morning, the morning of Hari Raya, we will go to Raya Prayer together. After that, we will eat together at home, the Raya foods that my Mom and sis cooked. Then, the usual shaking and kissing and hugging and wishing and crying scene took place. My brother, my sister and I will shake, kiss and hug our parents. The younger(s) shake the older(s)' hand and ask for forgiveness, wish Selamat Hari Raya, and so on. Then we go visit our great grandparents' grave; read some prayer for them. In the afternoon, we go to my grandparents' and cousins'.

This is the typical scene that you can see during Hari Raya, it is beautiful, lovely, a lot of happiness in Hari Raya.

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin