.Kalau.Hanya.Dapat.Aku

This is supposed to be my new song, but didn't get a chance yet to record.

Kalau Hanya Dapat Aku

Ibu,
Apa khabar kau di sana?
Ku harap engkau gembira sentiasa
Ku tahu kau amat merinduiku
Ku juga sentiasa merinduimu

Jika di sini engkau ada di sisi,
Akan ku kucup tanganmu namun kita berjauhan

Ibu ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau titiskan air matamu,
Kalau hanya dapat aku keringkan buatmu.

Ayah,
Setelah lama kau pergi,
Kini ku dapat merasakan kehilanganmu,
Walaupun tak dapat kutatap wajahmu buat kali akhir,
Namun kau di dalam doaku.

Jika hari ini engkau masih di sini,
Akan ku cium dahimu namun mustahil bagiku.

Ayah ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau pergi meninggalkan diriku,
Kalau hanya dapat aku kembalikan waktu.

Tuhan,
Engkau maha pengampun,
Engkau amat cintakan keampunan,
Ampunkan segala dosa-dosaku,
Ampunkan ibu dan juga ayahku.

Hanya padaMu kupohon keampunan,
KepadaMu kuberserah,
Hanya Engkau yang satu.

Ibu ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau titiskan air matamu,
Kalau hanya dapat aku keringkan buatmu.
Ayah ampunilah segala kesilapanku kepadamu,
Kerna mungkin pernah aku lukakan hatimu,
Dan di saat ku tahu kau pergi meninggalkan diriku,
Kalau hanya dapat aku kembalikan waktu.

Summer 2008

My summer holiday this year was fun, yeah. My sister got married, we went to Bandung, and then back in Nashville, we had picnic and went to roadtrip~ Yup2x~
My sister got married last July, 28th. She's 26 and her husband is 28 (I think). They met at work and I don't really know the rest of their stories. My late father wanted my sister's wedding to be marvellous, grand, awesome. I was very busy helping my Emak preparing the hantaran stuffs, sending invitation card, buy things. And fortunately, all the hardworks were blessed with so many people came to the wedding and it wasn't raining on that day. Alhamdullillah.

	The wedding was done at my house. We renovated and remake our house according what my dad had planned and wanted. Alhamdullillah (praises be to Allah) the house is finished not so long before the wedding day.

.Sooooo.Happy.

Chat with Sis today!!! So happy, miss her so much...

.Spiderman.

(Mayana nk update eh? Lek lu...)

I haven't write anything since the last post, which is about the song I wrote for Sis. I am going to write about what I did in Malaysia soon, I am waiting for pictures from my sister.

Among all superheros that you know, which one do you like the most? I asked myself many times, I'm not really sure which one I like the most, I like so many superheros; spiderman, batman, superman, green lantern, green arrow, x-men, power rangers and many more. I asked myself again, and after a few "interviews" with myself, I know that I like Spiderman the most!!!

When I was little, I watched spiderman cartoon a lot. Among other superhero cartoons, I watched spiderman more. Somehow I feel there are some similarities between him and me (poyo je).. haha.. Spiderman/Peter Parker is a nerd, I once looked like him, with big glasses, flat hair...Peter Parker lost his uncle who he loves so much as if his uncle is his real father. I have watched Spiderman movies so many times, in the first movie, the part/scene that touches me the most is when Peter cries after his commencement, he tells his Aunt May that he wishes his Uncle Ben was on the commencement to watch him graduates. And I wish my father can come to my commencement, but that is totally impossible...

Well, Spiderman rocks!!! Mayana rocks jugak la, update lain later2 eh Mayana...

.Clover.Field.

A song I wrote for Sis...



Clover Field

Verse 1:
Please don't cry,
I don't want to see the tears in your eyes,
Please don't say goodbye,
I don't want you to fake your smile for me.

Bridge 1:
All this time you and I have always thought everything is fine,
But in the end when you will go,
I feel this feeling of emptiness,
You say please don't worry brother,
Coz someday I will come back dear,
But for one whole year it feels so lonely inside.

Chorus:
Sis,
I'm going to miss you,
Yes I'm going to miss you,
I will always miss you,
All the time,
I can never forget you,
I can't imagine if I forget you,
I don't want to lose anyone anymore.

Verse 2:
Please don't cry,
I'm sorry for every mistake that I've done to you,
You are so kind,
I know you never say but you always care for me.

Bridge 2:
Every time when I fall sick,
And when I need you,
You always say
Be strong my dear you'll never be alone,
I hope I can spend much time with you,
But everyday we have things to do,
I'm afraid when you go we will change.

Repeat chorus

Bridge

Repeat Bridge 1

Ending
How do I feel now?
Everyday, every time,
Every minute,
I count for the day when I will meet you again.

Repeat chorus

Repeat Half Chorus

.Malas.Malas.

My body is so very malas today... tapi hati semangat nak kejar-kejar bola, nak main timbang-timbang, tapi badan malas nak gerak... Don't be lazy2 Zul Joe!! :)

Let's watch Digimon!!!!

.Happy.Birthday.Sis.

Today is sis's birthday!! Happy birthday sis!!!

Eibeb wishes you:

• Have a great life
• Healthy and happy
• Kawin cepat2.. ngahahahaha!!!